… much too much.
Some of us … are doing it … non stop … in all types of relationships we have.
In fact we speak so much … that nobody is listening anymore.
And if you live with such impression that someone is really listening you … most certainly … they are just pretending.
Or … manipulating you … that is really interested of what you are saying.
I’ve done this charade of listening … nonsenses … but into the end … i think it was obvious… i am not really interested about those talks.
I was … not connected enough.
And … not even wanted it.
But … still …. I was speaking a lot.
I had lots of weird theories which i wanted to say to everyone.
Like … an idiot.
Indeed there are people believing that the real definition of an idiot is the man with lots of ideas.
… like me.
Unfortunately … or fortunately i speak mainly about nonsenses.
I love the nonsense.
I … adore it.
It totally defines … my whole existence.
Today …. somehow i live with the strong feeling that nobody is really listening to myself… on the stage of the real life.
I speak too much … about weirdness.
I could speak to the walls.
… and i could get a much better reaction.
But … i’ve decided to write … all being sort of a self therapy.
And … on the stage of the real life … i try to convince myself … that i need to shut up.
Or maybe i should say … practice the silence in its absolute form.
On the other hand i try to speak more telepathic.
In fact … i try to express all … with my eyes.
Somehow … it is really unbelievable … cause they’ve started to pay more and more attention to me.
Maybe it’s true … that all can be expressed … in a look.
Connecting eyes … i am connecting to their souls …. and …
Yes … they feel me.
They feel … all those strong emotions and perceptions from my soul.
… not considering me anymore …. ridiculous.
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